Maps torn at the creases. Unfolded and refolded over the years. Attempts to plot journeys.
Travels over land. Across the sea.
The flat paper world of continents and countries. Oceans and rivers. Cities. Mountains. Plains. Deserts.
Light-weight and world-at-a-glance.
Foldable. Disposable.
Unlike real-life-living in the marks on the map.
The lines have fallen
“The lines have fallen for me in pleasant places” ever changes. Rearranges into new cultures and patterns of life.
The path to the market uncovered and discovered quickly. For survival and stability.
Whether we pitch our tent for two years or eight. Each stop becomes home in its own fascinating way.
Roots tangle deep in place and people.
Transition
But moving across the lines on a map means pulling at those roots. Shaking loose rich soil.
Transition.
Disorienting.
No matter how prepared I am. Turns out, I’m not quite ready.
Opposing sides
And journeys to the next country and culture unearth opposing sides. In me.
One side clings to permanence.
The address that’s a constant. For driver’s licenses and paperwork. Ongoing relationships. Known and trusted. Familiar routes.
The other side? Restless.
Ready for another adventure. The next crossing. Anticipating a deep dive into the new. Language. Customs. People. City streets.
Bring it on.
Investing
I remember teaching our children about investing where we are. Putting down those roots.
And warning, “It may hurt to leave, but that means you’ve really lived there. And made good friends.”
But all of us. Sooner or later. Question the pain. Is it worth it?
Too many moves. Too many goodbyes.
If I’m not watching and praying, or even if I am. Exhaustion settles in my spirit. And at the next stop, I hold back a little.
Sigh.
Maps
Today, I look back on these maps of our lives.
We’re the ones a little creased and wrinkled now.
Hard twists and turns. Depths and the heights. Anguish in the middle of moves. Unexpected surprises and comforts along the way. Empty pauses.
All parts in the real life of these maps.
Purposeful
Remembering reveals. We’d do it all again.
Because following Jesus is no flat paper tour of the world. But one of dimension.
Purposeful.
And abiding in Christ through prayer and the Word helps us stay rooted.
Hopeful.
He is our stability.
Watch Him work
Over the years, we watch Him at work in real time. Transforming men and women and children. Across countries and cultures.
All over the map.
He calls them out of darkness, into His marvelous light. Bringing the dead to life.
Pure joy.
By faith
I consider how it all unfolds.
By faith. In surrender.
We walk. Step by step.
Always into the unknown.
Always.
Trusting the One
who sees the whole map.
He knows the way.
What about you?
Have you looked back over your map lately? Considered how and where the Lord has led you? Do you ever struggle to really live where He’s placed you today?
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12 replies on “Maps”
I’d do it all over again, as well, Susan. I love looking back over the map…. and thanking God for His faithfulness all along the journey. 🙌🏾
Amen. Thanks, sister.
What stories those old creased and wrinkled maps have to tell. And we have a bunch of them. Thank you Susan for reminding me of where He has led and even today is leading. Not all easy roads, but I believe: “As for God, His way is perfect; the word of the Lord is flawless.” II Samuel 22:31
I love this verse. Such an encouragement for the journeys we’re on.
I love maps! Detailed and specific things appeal to my brain. Looking at maps helped me plan travels and made me happy – until it was impossible to travel – then they were reminders of all the places I couldn’t go. I never thought I was restless until it washed over me during lockdown! I felt broken and healed at the same time; words from Psalms. The One who writes my story isn’t finished yet and I don’t know what He has planned. I know it is good and it is full of love. I’ve made friends with the maps on my wall again.
Thank you for sharing your story, sister. And what a beautiful statement about making friends with the maps on your wall again. Love that!
This is particularly appropriate for me, since we just arrived back in the US, not knowing for how long and trying to begin to adjust to life here, wondering how God will use us in this temporary situation.
Praying for you, sister, in this season on your map. Grace to you.
Love your writing, Susan. You have put into words beautifully what I’m feeling lately. I love maps too! I love looking at all the places the Lord has led us to… and though some of those places and days were hard, we would do it all over again too cause in the hard times, He always showed His faithfulness and stretched our faith to believe Him. Our maps are looking tired and wrinkled these days, but looking forward to putting down roots where He leads us.
Thank you for sharing your testimony of His faithfulness, sister. So thankful for you and how our paths crossed through the years. Grace in this new season.
“No matter how prepared I am. Turns out, I’m not quite ready.” Yep, I know how that feels. Love this piece on “Maps” and HIS faithfulness since HE sees the whole map.
Thanks, friend😊